Welcome to The SoulFullHeart Portal

A place to heal, feel, and find soul family

Not Currently Available for Purchase

Welcome to the SoulFullHeart Portal! 

Due to the increasing polarizations, corporate corruption, censorship happening on mainstream social media channels and more superficial connections offered on social media overall, we felt guided to offer a virtual shelter in the storm and ark of meaningful connection here on this Portal for those souls who are interested in exploring this SoulFullHeart way of life with us.

What we are seeing as a collective is the whole internet is rumbling around the ideas of ‘creators creating content and building audience’ from which to leverage something, usually money, to the missing of actually building a community. A real community, where real needs get met and real connections are made, meaningful connections.

We have lived as a community together for over ten years and would love the Portal to become a virtual extension of the way we live, love, and grow together everyday for you to experience as well. We feel this SoulFullHeart Portal as a place that is beyond just us sharing more of our content and writings/videos, for which we have so much readily available now for free on our various channels. This Portal instead is a place to digest, share, receive reflections/feedback, and experience transformation inspired by what is posted here. 

 We are hoping that the SoulFullHeart Portal is a place where people like you really want to be, where you come alive, where you invite your friends, where you grow and are challenged, where you feel like you've entered a NEW world of depth and meaning.  A place where your 'lone wolf' can feel less lonely and begin to experience the nourishment of being in resonant soul family community. A place that you can easily justify paying for every month and for exchanging for the goodness that you experience here.

This is a safe place to gather together, sharing thoughts, feelings, and resonant energies with us and each other as related to this unique way of life we offer that seeds in New Earth consciousness in the Now. We feel this Portal as particularly supportive for those who have been following our writings and videos on social media for awhile, doing 1:1 sessions, and/or attending group calls with us. Although we also welcome those who are new to us and are curious about what they may experience here.

We’re seeing that having a paid community, as in a monthly subscription makes for way higher engagement over a free community. This is true for communities in general, but seems to be particularly the case for us. Membership to this Portal is $22.22 USD a month, which you can pay via Mighty Networks or via our paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen..

There is no free trial as we would rather you had a sense of what you really want and choose that. You can check out all of our free offerings to ensure that you resonate or not, or if you are inclined, go ahead and jump in. You'll know real quick if this is for you. 

We would refund anyone's most recent month subscription if they asked for it, no questions asked. We only want to be in resonant exchange with you and to do that, we need a little bit of uumph to get out past the love and light layer that has many of us gasping for air. The NEW needs some intention, choice and exchange for it to go where it wants to.

There IS exclusive content shared here from us that isn't shared on our social media channels or blog; including personal and vulnerable process sharings from us and community members; videos from the community; longer and more in-depth writings; livestreams into the group; and more. There will also be group calls happening regularly for members that allow for personal sharing and connection, along with powerful guided meditations and teachings.

The truth is that the value of this Portal will mostly come in the connections that you can potentially form....meeting your soul mate, your soul family, your best friends....changing your life even in response to those connections. In addition, to whatever we offer in a responsive way to what you need.

This portal is private, so only members can see the content. As a member, you can invite others to join you here and all memberships need to be approved by us as the hosts.

As a member, you are invited to post on the topic threads or via the private chats to communicate with other members. We post regularly on these topic threads, responding to comments and questions, and these threads become resource pools on specific topics in the future. We will also provide private women's and men's sharing group within the Portal eventually. 

We do ask that you keep all of your posts and comments on topic related to the SoulFullHeart process and way of life. 

We're convinced there is a TON of goodness waiting for us if we're willing to get real and be transparent on a level we largely haven't been yet. We hope to co-create THAT with you inside the sacred place of this Portal.


Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Amara, Kasha Rokshana


About us: 

We’ve been offering the SoulFullHeart Healing Process, Paradigm, and Way Of Life together since 2012 to thousands of people through many writings/books, videos of guided meditations/audio blogs/teachings, virtual community via group calls and online group forums, in-person gatherings, and 1:1 powerful virtual and in-person healing sessions. 

The SoulFullHeart Mission is to support the global awakening and consciousness shift that is happening during this phase of humanity’s Ascension. We are passionate about supporting the embodiment of vitality, purity, intimate relationships, and health in ALL areas of life: emotional, spiritual, physical, mental, social, financial, and environmental. Our sharings provide transmissions of higher frequency living in all these areas through getting to know and integrate parts of yourself and soul aspects from other lifetimes/timelines in a meaningful way that heals deep trauma on quantum levels.

For more information about SoulFullHeart and our sharings/offerings, please visit soulfullheart.org, our blog, our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel, and our SoulFullHeart Facebook page.

Here are some comments we've received from current and former members about being on the Portal with us: 

"The portal has been a wonderful experience and I highly recommend it. I especially like the intimacy, the ease, the positivity, the connection, and also being away from the din and distractions of Facebook. I hope to see everyone there!"

"I do LOVE the portal, for all the reasons you mentioned. Also funnyly enough, the more I work with my Inner Punisher and the more unanchored from pain/suffering/self-punishment/shame he gets, the less drawn I am to FB as I'm increasingly notice the hostility here and a sense of it being not safe. The portal is SO warm and has helped me already in my deepest process yet, with many inside and corresponding outside rumbles and collapses, as I was able to share in real-time and get real-time responses, reflections and guidance. Multiple times. The portal is a huge gift, thank you!"

"Lovely to be here and I agree it's great to be in a safer, more peaceful, online space."

"Your meditations, teachings, and what you share as a community - it always feels like touching base with my soul - so much resonance in what you offer. I also appreciate that this is away from the social platforms and offers a more peaceful and clear place to come away from the noise of the world."

"I have been following your group for the past year or so. I relate well to your topics, your love for the planet, and each other. Each of you seem so refreshingly sincere, it’s a privilege to be in your company here on the Portal!"

"Good to be here. It does feel like a safe port though in the sometimes stormy online sea."

"How exciting! I'm an 'existing fan' of the SoulFullHeart process and this deep healing work. I'm grateful to be reconnected this way for more of SoulFullHeart and our deep diving on this Portal. "

"Feels clean, safe and easy to navigate here. I felt to join after clarity that the process is my core work. Parts of me have wanted a breadth of experience and exploration. I've been finding that this is possible whilst still committing to parts work. Happy to join this safe space to explore and connect  I feel to share and connect with others in the process and also I'm interested in others' process."

"I am so grateful to be a part of this beautiful portal. Even though not in person, we are all connected at the heart and spirit and I am so grateful for this soul family I have found here."

"I'm looking forward to exploring this Portal here! I've always said I'm only really on Facebook for you guys and even then I rarely go on. SO, I'm glad to have a space separate from the many and part of the few that have resonance and a focus on intimacy and love."